"I dunno how to put this but VC is really a very good program if you're up to it. I don't think anything else in ADM can match"
I think subconsciously, I have been avoiding the possibilities of leaving ADM because firstly, I do like the school after semester 1. And I still have high hopes that my aggressive appeal would work. But you know, what if somehow things doesn't work out the way you expected, what would I do? And why cling on to Visual Communication so much? Maybe Interactive Media might work out as well? Why quit school and pursue a more expensive degree?
Maybe because this week I've received many individuals asking about updates of my appeals blah blah and it did somehow sparked some kind of anger for this so called injustice. I've also requested to join the Interactive Media Facebook group, spoke to a stranger on Whatsapp asking about Interactive Media, downloaded the PDF for the course outline of Interactive media, emailed schools asking about change in schools blah blah.
I think people do notice but have kept silent. But it's somewhat like an insecurity complex? That I believe with greater human effort and aggression, it ensures that I've tried my best. But what more can I do? Pruning of my heart to await for God's plan? And is that even considered trying my best?
Today I received an email from NAFA telling me that their open house is tomorrow. And if I registered for their program, I do not have to pay 60 bucks for registration. So here I am making an alarm at 9 am all ready to open doors for the future. Now I want a bowl of Abalone Chicken instant noodle with egg and crabstick.
Labels: ADM, Rant